Chapter 2: Lucy
The night fell like a vast black satin cloth, slowly enveloping the entire city. Alicia insisted on dragging me to a party, claiming it would help me temporarily forget my worries and relax. The party venue was alive with flashing lights, resembling falling stars, and the music's rhythm was strong and infectious, crashing against people's eardrums like waves.
"Evelyn, come here! I want to introduce you to a friend of mine named Oliver. He’s a talented photographer, and his work is often breathtaking," Alicia said excitedly, weaving through the crowd and bringing me to a uniquely charismatic man.
"Hello, Evelyn. It's a pleasure to meet you," Oliver said, a charming smile gracing his lips. His eyes were deep and bright, as if holding endless stories within.
"Hi, Oliver. You’re a photographer? You must have traveled to many poetic and romantic places, capturing countless heart-stirring moments with your lens," I said, curiosity sparkling in my eyes like a child searching for hidden treasures.
"Absolutely. I’ve wandered through the old, enchanting towns of Europe, where every cobblestone and ancient building seems to whisper tales of the past. I’ve also stood in the vast African savannah, where the miracles and harsh realities of life unfold with every sunrise and sunset. With each place I visit, my camera becomes more than just a cold tool; it’s a window through which I converse with the world. I can’t wait to freeze those fleeting moments into eternity," Oliver spoke of his experiences, a soft glow enveloping him, radiating the unique charm of his passion for photography.
"Wow, that sounds like a dream. If I could have such rich and exciting experiences, perhaps I could infuse my writing with endless inspiration and create even more captivating stories," I said, filled with envy and longing, as if painting my future dreams.
"You’re a writer? Then you must be skilled at weaving colorful worlds with your words, depicting the brilliance and shadows of humanity with delicate strokes," Oliver remarked, his gaze filled with appreciation and curiosity.
"I’m still on a challenging journey to pursue that dream," I replied, lowering my head slightly, a faint blush rising on my cheeks, carrying a hint of shyness and humility.
After chatting with Oliver for a while, I quietly stepped aside, watching the people on the dance floor lose themselves in joy. Alicia seemed to sense my subtle shift in mood and slowly approached me, softly asking, "What’s wrong? You seem troubled."
I tilted my head slightly, gazing at the dimly lit ceiling, a flicker of confusion and helplessness crossing my eyes as I sighed, "Alicia, I’ve been thinking about my future. If I miss out on the publishing job, where will I go? Should I give up my burning dream for a stable but possibly dull job, or should I continue to hold on, even if the path ahead is thorny and filled with hardship?"
Alicia gently took my hand, her grip warm and soft, as if conveying endless strength. "Evelyn, no matter what decision you make, I will stand firmly by your side, offering support and encouragement. But please believe me, as long as the fire of belief within you never extinguishes, and as long as you persistently strive, I firmly believe that one day, you will overcome all obstacles and achieve that seemingly unreachable dream."
As the party gradually drew to a close amidst laughter and music, I walked home alone, the night sky above me deep and vast, with stars like brilliant jewels embedded in the heavens. I paused, gazing up at the starry sky, silently vowing, "No matter where fate leads me, I will muster the courage to walk steadily forward until I find my own literary sky."
Yet, the turmoil of life was far from over. As I pushed open my front door, my weary body was instantly enveloped by the familiar, somewhat oppressive atmosphere. My mother sat on the old sofa, her eyes filled with worry and fatigue.
"Evelyn, you’re finally back. Your father’s condition has worsened, and the doctor says we need more money for further treatment. And your younger siblings need new clothes and school supplies. What are we going to do?" My mother's voice trembled, piercing my heart like a sharp sword.
I looked at my mother's increasingly haggard face, a sharp pain stabbing my heart. As the eldest daughter, I understood the heavy responsibility of taking care of the family. At an age when I should be chasing dreams, reality felt like a heavy mountain, suffocating me.
"Mom, don’t worry, I’ll find a way. I interviewed at a publishing house today, and if I pass, I’ll have a job and income to help ease some of our difficulties," I said, trying to suppress my anxiety and unease as I comforted her softly.
"Evelyn, thank you. You’ve done so much for this family, your dreams…" My mother hesitated, her eyes filled with guilt and helplessness.
"Mom, I won’t give up on my dreams. I’ll take care of the family while pursuing them," I said firmly, my gaze revealing an unwavering determination.
On that sweltering summer night, I lay in bed, staring at the dim moonlight outside, my thoughts swirling like a tide. On one side were my ailing father, my young siblings, and our struggling family; on the other was my cherished writing dream. I understood that the road ahead was filled with uncertainties and challenges, but I had no choice but to fight through this whirlpool of fate, seeking a glimmer of hope.
The next morning, sunlight streamed through the cracks in the curtains, warming my face. I rubbed my sleepy eyes and forced myself out of bed. After a quick wash, I headed to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for my siblings.
"Sister, will Dad get better?" My younger sister Lily asked, her big watery eyes filled with concern.
I gently patted her head and smiled, "Lily, Dad will get better. I’ll work hard to earn money so he can receive better treatment."
Seeing the innocent faces of my siblings filled my heart with warmth. They were my family, the people I cherished most in this world, and I was willing to give everything for them.
After breakfast, I walked my siblings to school. As we strolled through the bustling streets, I noticed the hurried pace of those around me, and I couldn’t help but reflect on the hardships of life. I knew that in this thriving city, countless people, like me, were striving for their lives and dreams.
Back home, I began sorting through my past works, hoping to improve my writing skills while waiting for news from the publishing house. I immersed myself in the world of words, attempting to express my emotions and aspirations on paper, temporarily forgetting the troubles of life.
However, fate seemed to enjoy playing tricks when one least expected it. Just as I was deeply focused on writing, the phone suddenly rang, its sharp tone shattering the tranquility of the room and my inner peace.
I set down my pen and answered the call. A deep, serious voice came from the other end, "Hello, is this Miss Evelyn?"
"Yes, this is she. May I ask who’s calling?" An ominous feeling surged within me, and my voice unconsciously tightened.
"I’m a doctor from St. Mary’s Hospital. Your father’s condition has suddenly worsened, and you need to come to the hospital immediately," the doctor’s words struck me like a bolt from the blue, leaving me dizzy.
I hung up, hurriedly grabbed my coat, and rushed to the hospital. My mind was blank, only my father’s gentle face continuously flashing before me. I prayed fervently in my heart for his safety.
When I arrived at the hospital, my mother was sitting on a bench outside the ward, silently weeping. I rushed to her side and embraced her tightly.
"Mom, how is Dad?" I asked anxiously.
She looked up at me, her face streaked with tears, her voice trembling, "The doctors are trying to save him, but the situation isn’t optimistic. Evelyn, what are we going to do?"
Seeing the helplessness in my mother’s eyes filled me with guilt and self-reproach. I hated that I couldn’t provide better treatment for my father and that I couldn’t ease my mother’s worries.
As the long, agonizing wait dragged on, time seemed to freeze. Every minute felt like a sharp knife, mercilessly tearing at my heart. Finally, the doctor emerged from the ward, weariness and resignation etched on his face.
"Miss Evelyn, we did our best. Your father… has passed away." The doctor’s words hit me like a heavy hammer, and I felt darkness closing in, nearly collapsing to the ground.
My mother broke down at the news, her cries echoing through the hospital corridor, filled with despair and sorrow. I fought to contain my own grief as I helped her into the ward. Looking at my father’s serene face, tears streamed down my cheeks, my heart a whirlwind of emotions.
My father’s passing plunged our already struggling family into a deeper crisis. I knew that from that moment on, I had to be stronger and shoulder the family’s burdens. I silently vowed that no matter how many hardships lay ahead, I would not give up. I would ensure my mother and siblings lived well, while also pursuing my writing dreams.
After the funeral, I picked myself up and began searching for work. I sent out countless resumes and attended numerous interviews, but the results were disappointing. It was either due to my lack of experience or the fierce competition.
After one particularly disheartening interview, I walked home feeling defeated. A light rain began to fall, the cold drops hitting my face like life’s mockery. I felt utterly exhausted and hopeless, my dreams seeming increasingly out of reach.
Just then, I passed a coffee shop. Through the glass window, I saw a girl sitting in the corner, quietly reading a book. Her expression was focused and serene, as if everything around her was irrelevant. At that moment, I was moved by her presence and found myself stepping into the café.
I ordered a coffee and sat at a nearby table. Watching her read, curiosity bubbled within me. I wanted to know what kind of book could captivate her so completely.
"Hi, sorry to interrupt. What book are you reading?" I gathered my courage and asked softly.
She looked up, met my gaze, and smiled, "It's a novel about women's growth, and it’s beautifully written. Do you enjoy reading?"
"Yes, I love books, and I also enjoy writing," I replied.
"You’re a writer? That’s wonderful! I’ve always admired those who can create marvelous worlds with their words," the girl said, her eyes sparkling with excitement.
I smiled wryly and said, "I’m not quite there yet. I’m working hard to pursue that dream. But right now, I’m facing many difficulties, and I feel like I’m about to give up."
She set her book down, looking at me earnestly, "I understand how you feel. The journey to pursue dreams is never smooth. But as long as you have a dream in your heart and are willing to work hard for it, I believe you will succeed. Just like the protagonist in this book, who faced countless setbacks and hardships but ultimately achieved her dreams."
Her words were like a guiding light, illuminating the dark corners of my heart. Hope reignited within me, and I realized that no matter how tough life got, I couldn’t abandon my dreams.
"Thank you, your words inspire me," I said gratefully.
"You're welcome. I believe you can do it. By the way, my name is Lucy. It’s nice to meet you," she said with a smile.